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Help Me..?I thought I hit
Rock bottom
I thought I could
Only go up now
I though it was
Hard then . . .

Letting go of the wall
I fall faster
It wasnt the bottom
Just a shelf
I cant see anymore
Nothing but black

A bit farther everyday
Not getting better
Not OK
I hope for light
But I learn
The black only gets darker

Should Have KnownShould have known
You should have has a clue
When I wiped a tear
Closed my book
The knife already pocketed

Should have known
You should have guessed
No one spends half an hour in a bathroom
With a blade
Without something wrong

Should have known
You should have called
Maybe you would have stopped me
I wouldnt have bled out
No one would read this

Should have known
You could have saved me
Maybe I'd be locked away
But alive
You could have saved me.

AloneI'm not strong. I'm not brave.
I'm weak. I'm a coward.
Dont tell me I'm wrong
I know I'm not.

I'm really not OK. I cant pretend
I cant hide anymore
Its all too much
I'm crashing down hard.

I cant do it anymore
Its gotten to hard
Its gone too far
Cant you see?

First KissClad in armor
prepared for battle
Off to fight
Live or die?
Or, maybe just a bruise
My man in armor
Off to battle
Tinfoil, or steel
Still my fighter

I know he's speaking
But all I see
Is him
The one who saved me
My knight in shining...
Tinfoil?
No, shining steel.

He tells me he has to go
off to fight
A sigh escapes my lips
"Come here, you."
Is all he says
His arm wraps around me
Pulling me closer

Warm and gentile
Our lips meet
Time paused for me
Just then, nothing could beat
My happiness
The perfection
My real first kiss

Not first, but first
Waited for months
But worth every day
A dream come true
I wait til t

BrokenBroken hearted,
My scars revealed
Slowly I fall
My mask slipping
Broken hearted
My hope lost
Ive been broken
Hurt and betrayed
Broken hearted
I was healing
Now I worry
I may break
Broken hearted
My scars revealed
Ive been hurt
Scars piling up
My life gone

Bullet1.
2..
3...
4....

I count the dripping
Lines on my arm

1.
2..
3...
4....

Now the pills
Sitting in my hand

1.

Dont forget the bullet
Lonely in my gun

5.....
6......
7.......
8........

Adding a few lines
My picture perfect end

5.....
6......
7.......
8........

Add a few pills
Who said it had to hurt?

1.

Still the lonely
Bullet in my gun

9.........
10.........
11..........
12...........
13............

The lines perfect
Puddle below is growing

9.........
10.........
11..........
12...........
13............

The pills perfect
Thrown into my mouth

1.

Click, boom.
The bullet leaves my gun.

ScarsDont be ashamed
Your scars are
Only a sign
That you survived
Wear them proud
Head held high
Because you won
Let them see
You have struggled
But you never
Let it win
Show them all
You are strong
Stand up tall
Hold your ground
Dont ever forget
You are strong
You will win
Never give up

Walk Away, Im doneWalk away
The lies, deceit
You've pushed me
Too far
Leave me here
I was fine
Til you opened your fucking mouth
I dont need it
I dont need you.
Just walk away.

The Scars To Prove ItOne year
Its been one year
Since I found you

One year
Its been one year
Since you called me

One year
Of blood
And tears

One year
You've been there
A stable friend

One year
It seems longer
But yet short

One year
Of scars
Row for row

One year
Its only been
A short time

One year
Thats how long
Yet only a portion

One year
Ive been
A cutter

And Ive got the scars to prove it.

Kiss Me With A Bullet

You kissed me
So soft
Or so I thought
Never did I guess
It was a land mine
I thought you'd
Always be there
Never did I imagine
I'd be left,
Broken in the dust
Why didn't you finish me
Right there?
It could have been done
Id be gone
Had you not missed
Had you shot again; Now,
Kiss me with a bullet
But please don't miss...
Not again.

I Miss itI miss it,
My razor.
I miss the blood running down my arm
I miss the feeling
I miss the pain
The pain that never really hurt.
But most of all,
I miss the control I had,
How it allowed me to let go
Let go of everything in my entrapped mind.
I miss it.

One Last CryShe cries and begs
Silently
For someone, somewhere
To hear her

Suddenly, silent isnt
Enough
She turns to the blade
Dear cold steel

Anguish, flowing
Red
Agony, tainted
Crimson

With one last
cry
Begging for
Help

With one last
Cry
She ends her
Life

1000 MoreTears fall
Tears flow
Landing on the floor
Shattering to 1000 more

Broken and betrayed
She lays bloody on the floor

Distressed and depressed
She's tired of this life

Restricted and ridiculed
She just wants to be free

Hindered and hiding
She wants to remove her mask

Tired and Tried
She wishes it were done

Giving up, giving in
She's done
She's gone
The world says goodbye

Im aloneNot you
Its not you
I dont think so
What I miss
What hurts
What leaves me
In tears
Its me knowing
The knowledge
That I have no one
Im alone
And losing
My hope
Ive never felt
This alone
Lost
Hurt
Or. . .
Confused...

World So ColdI thought I was getting better
I thought I was OK
I thought there was a chance
That I would make it
When did I fall
When did I lose sight
When did I become so lost
To who I was
Im starting to think
That im too far gone
Thats there's no hope
That I've lost my soul
Im too young
To feel this old
Im too far gone
To be saved
Ive lost all hope
I'm just a shell
Ive wasted away...

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But Hey!

by ~Chocolate-Wood, May 6, 2012, 11:05:38 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

But yes, I'll be OK
Not that you care.
I know you dont.
But hey,
I'll learn to smile, without you.
But hey,
I'll learn to be alright again
It's not gonna be easy
But somehow I'll be ok
I wont always be broken
But I wont ever be whole
Just remember that
Never forget that.
I cry now, but someday I'll smile
And don't forget,
That smile was once for you
But not anymore
And never again

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~TheManThatLaughed May 30, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

Cool...and well said

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~Chocolate-Wood May 30, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks

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~TheManThatLaughed May 30, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

yw

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~AS87fanwriter May 7, 2012

Well said, my dear.

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Thanks

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Awesome, I likes this!

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