That looks kinda painful, my first time cutting myself was(only about 10mins after did the pain come). When I do it I go for the legs. No one can see and if they do, I say the cat did it (my cat is evil lol)
I said that i have nail clippers in my bed and that i probably slept on the,. its actually happened before. and i dont have a cat, so that doesnt work. and i dont run because of my asthma so that doesnt work either. adn i usuually dont.
I used to, but because i dance and have gym for every day but friday, i cant wear a jacket all the time. so i had to relocate. I moved to my hip, which works well. and i decided it was time to expand again. so thats where that ended up.
If you didn't want people to know, you wouldn't cut so obviously. However, I know what you're going through. I'm not promoting cutting but I'm not telling you what to do, either. I do suggest seeking some sort of help, even from just a friend. No one has to know.
my 9 year old sister saw my arm before it was healed once and asked what happened. Well, she was 5 at the time. I said the tree bit me (cos I used to climb trees). A year or so ago she saw my arm again, even worse than before, and I claimed my friend's cat had a hissy fit and attacked me. She still believes it.
Poor girl... but yes, i do understand the part of lying to the innocent. last year i volunteered with kindergarten classes and some of the kids saw my cuts... i told them i fell on rocks, so be careful because it could happen to them too. figured if i was gonna lie i should give them a 'safety lesson' while i was doing it
that's a good way to put it, though. My sister learned to be careful if she ever climbs a tree. I don't plan to ever tell her the real story behind them. When she's a teenager, she'll be smart enough to put two-and-two together for it. did you really have to find a way to explain it to your dance class? what did you say?